My father’s fingers touch my lips his enraged pensiveness: my hand
My mother’s feet halt me on the road her shamed acquiescence: my legs
She’s dead for years he much longer but all their regrets are stirring in me now cracking the bones of my spirit with their insistent longings
I refuse them by calling their names: James! Frances! your regrets are your own leave me to mine
Drunk years, lost children
My regrets are not without gesture but I’ll find my own.
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